"warning bipolar whine" if yer looking fer my usual wise cracks or humor they int here so
yep i know i usually dont do this but ...
one i promised myself i would be honest about bipolar
two only folk likely to read this particular post will be folk looking for bipolar info so in the interest of "sharing".....
not depressed just empty
im not stressed, hell dont even have money troubles, there is no family crisis, in fact things seem to be going well
maybe thats it maybe i thrive better during crisis, for once things seem secure, safe, stable... maybe im just not equipped to handle those circumstances .. maybe i need to "have to be strong for their sake" and with out that being needed i got nothing, no reason, no purpose or maybe im waiting fer the other shoe to drop,
hell maybe just the pain and tiredness getting to me (but thats not like me fer this length of time)
fucking odd dont you think
now back to our usual programing